|a bunch of bullshit that you dont care about reading
||[Apr. 18th, 2005|10:41 pm]
i am so tired of this retarded bullshit. all of this fucking drama is going to kill me...or force me to kill a few people myself. what ever happened to everyone just getting the fuck along. or at least being straightforward about stupid shit. however, im sure that would only create more drama...which is completely unnecessary...fuck. and you know what? the weed doesn't help. the beer doesn't help. more days go by and things get worse...and better...and stay the same.|
america is so fucking plastic. its like, everything is based on money, which is really only pieces of paper that are only worth what the government says it is. and all your life you run around chasing paper, but in the end you end up dead anyway so why does it matter. you've got these corporations running the government, money running the corporations, people fueling the corporations that are running on money, and this facist american gornment controlling not only the money, but the people as well. its this pointless cycle of produce, consume, produce, consume, produce, consume. and its all about appearances. what these bussinesses are telling you to look like is so important that then your'e scared that maybe you don't look how they're saying you need to. so what do you do? buy more beauty products, nicer clothes, better shampoo. oh jesus fucking christ! I need a nice car or i wont get girls! how fucking tradgic. and everyone is so willingly throwing themselves off this cliff of fear. fear of failure, fear of rejection, fear of fear, fear of being unique. look at these drugs they have now. you cant be depressed, you cant be hyper-active, you have to be what the american government wants you to be, uniform. fit into a mold of boring normality, not too happy, not too sad, never angry, 95 and still getting hard-ons. and what is going to happen when there is nowhere for anyone to live? its going to happen. with these advancements in modern medecine? ill let you guys in on something. HUMANS (JUST LIKE ANY OTHER ANIMAL) ARE SUPPOSED TO DIE! as awful as that sounds, it is the truth. everyone isn't going to be a rockstar, everyone isn't going to be a movie star. do you think that these 40 year olds working at wallmart planned that one out as a teenager? fuck no... fuck no.
fuck america, fuck the government, fuck me and you for falling for it again and again, fuck livejournal, fuck drugs, fuck sleep, fuck these corporations,fuck this lifelong act of preparation, and fuck you twice...
we all die anyway so why not live while you're still alive.
- some raging dick-head