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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2005|03:45 pm]
[Mood |ecstaticecstatic]

i love taylor.
she is the best girl in the entire world.
i'm going to be drinking beer and hope she won't be mad.
but hey, it's like i always say, "it's 5 o'clock somewhere."
she is mad.
but we love eachother.

life rules.
gaineville is my favorite place in the universe,
mainly just because of this suuper cool girl.

ok. it's almost halloween.
we are going to make pumpkins.


-jake a. parker (most loved boy)
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stupid fucking jackass [Jun. 27th, 2005|01:14 am]
heroin? are you retarded? what the fuck is wrong with you dude? what a bad idea. what a dumb dumb dumb fuck thing to do.
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2005|10:20 am]
im moving to gainesville in the fall
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fuck, im thinking too much again [Jun. 10th, 2005|12:24 am]
[Mood |ill tell you tomorrow]

well....im 17

happy late birthday me.
about a week ago i fell off of gretas roof (2 stories)
ive been treading water for about 2 years now
i got cool stuff for my birthday
and a really awesome card
my dad gave me a cool card too
and money
and a four person tent
umm...bills mom made me kongo bars
taylors dad got me an ice cream cake
my mom got drunk and took my family and taylor out to dinner
then other stuff happened

the end
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ughhh.......fewrjfuiahju8husnjdfn [Jun. 1st, 2005|11:58 pm]
[Mood |whatever]


i have breast cancer/some kind of infection/some weird thing on the right side of my chest.
my pscho retarded mother quit her job and im not allowed to eat food untill i buy my own.
my room is semi-clean.
i turned in some job apps
my ged results should be here soon.
my birthday is in a week.
Dmo is in town.
my anti-biotics make me ultra depressed.
my sister is here.
i almost got arrested at this hotel party.
i have guitar strings.
i need two O's for 100 if anyone can help me out.
im sleeping more
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ps im bi-polar as all hell. [Apr. 29th, 2005|12:09 am]
and another thing.
i like me
not in a conceited way
i just am a little happy with my morals
my standards
what i will tolerate
i have principals i will die for (or at least get my ass kicked over)

i need to stop smoking and drinking
particularly drinking. i know it, you know it, and anyone that knows me thinks so too.
im going to ask my mom if she will pay for a nicotine patch kit thing. the gum too. cigarettes aren't worth years off my life. its the only one i have.

you know how in one of my earlier posts i said "nothing can ever make me happy"
i was right. i have to be what makes me happy. its all from the inside.
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insomnia is god [Apr. 19th, 2005|03:08 am]
i think i might have schizophrenia...exactly what i need...
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a bunch of bullshit that you dont care about reading [Apr. 18th, 2005|10:41 pm]
i am so tired of this retarded bullshit. all of this fucking drama is going to kill me...or force me to kill a few people myself. what ever happened to everyone just getting the fuck along. or at least being straightforward about stupid shit. however, im sure that would only create more drama...which is completely unnecessary...fuck. and you know what? the weed doesn't help. the beer doesn't help. more days go by and things get worse...and better...and stay the same.

america is so fucking plastic. its like, everything is based on money, which is really only pieces of paper that are only worth what the government says it is. and all your life you run around chasing paper, but in the end you end up dead anyway so why does it matter. you've got these corporations running the government, money running the corporations, people fueling the corporations that are running on money, and this facist american gornment controlling not only the money, but the people as well. its this pointless cycle of produce, consume, produce, consume, produce, consume. and its all about appearances. what these bussinesses are telling you to look like is so important that then your'e scared that maybe you don't look how they're saying you need to. so what do you do? buy more beauty products, nicer clothes, better shampoo. oh jesus fucking christ! I need a nice car or i wont get girls! how fucking tradgic. and everyone is so willingly throwing themselves off this cliff of fear. fear of failure, fear of rejection, fear of fear, fear of being unique. look at these drugs they have now. you cant be depressed, you cant be hyper-active, you have to be what the american government wants you to be, uniform. fit into a mold of boring normality, not too happy, not too sad, never angry, 95 and still getting hard-ons. and what is going to happen when there is nowhere for anyone to live? its going to happen. with these advancements in modern medecine? ill let you guys in on something. HUMANS (JUST LIKE ANY OTHER ANIMAL) ARE SUPPOSED TO DIE! as awful as that sounds, it is the truth. everyone isn't going to be a rockstar, everyone isn't going to be a movie star. do you think that these 40 year olds working at wallmart planned that one out as a teenager? fuck no... fuck no.

fuck america, fuck the government, fuck me and you for falling for it again and again, fuck livejournal, fuck drugs, fuck sleep, fuck these corporations,fuck this lifelong act of preparation, and fuck you twice...
we all die anyway so why not live while you're still alive.

- some raging dick-head
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[Mood |drunk, tired, awake, annoyed.]

only three hours of sleep for jake. a new record for most consecutive hours of sleep

there is this ringing sound...it rings...its a sound...its annoying...if i knew where it came from...i would murder it...with a hammer
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2 o'clock................. fuck sleep [Apr. 1st, 2005|01:59 am]
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